I have listed some of the things that I wish that I can get and it turns out that I still didn't get any of it. I didn't blame anyone for this *since I am always blames every single person around me if I didn't get what I want but for this time, I blame myself for not putting my effort to get what I want. So, what did I want?
I want to study abroad. YES.
I have always wanted to go study overseas since in Form 1. It is such a great pleasure for me to get the opportunity to go somewhere as long as it is not located in Malaysia. I just want to see different cultures, go and travel for more new things and experiences. But I guessed that my effort is just not enough. And I wish that I have double and triple my effort before. As after my SPM I wish that I could continue my degree in Dublin, Ireland and I failed. After matric I still wish to continue my degree somewhere overseas and yet again I failed my matric and my dreams.
Until then, my dreams have just fade away until this evening, I saw one of my friend posted her pictures pursuing her master study in Manchester. Gila kau tak jeles? I think this my time. I need to accomplish my dream and continue my study in the other side of world.
and I pray really hard, also work for my dream.
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