me vs. diet

assalamualaikum ;)

soo okay. for a food lover like i am, diet is something that can be VERY stressful to me. like. seriously. i love foods. really love all kind of foods. sort of. and to have this kind of belly can be very challenging. my belly cant be called belly but boyot, buncit and boroi. it's sad. i think i have been dreaming for having this flat tummy since teenagers and now i'm turning ladies and merely transforming to be a woman. i am 20. and i am about 8_kg. thank god that i have been gifted with this tall figure. but at some point, i can look like a giant. *long sighhhh.

but i'm being a such ungrateful person to my Lord. i just want something that might bring another level of confidence to me. maybe some people think that physical appearance is nothing but it is everything to me. TO ME. i dont care if other people are fat, but they usually have beautiful skin and etc. i am soo jealous with them. i want to be healthy with an ideal weight because i want a higher level of confidence in me. *i just cant get rid this kind of mentality. and i want to fit ideally into skirts and tudung labuh and etc. with my physical now, i always think that by wearing those skirts, tudung labuh and etc will make me look like a woman with 9 babies. at the same time, i dont want to wear those ketat nak mampus baju. that is totally hideous. 

so, since i am REALLY BROKE. i want to try something that just across my mind. since i am going 21 this 19.12. i will try this strictly diet which i need to;

1. drink herbalife product during my breakfast and dinner.
2. stop eating any junk food such as biscuits and etc between the breakfast, lunch and dinner.
3. drink 4 liters of water everyday.

wish me luck. insyaAllah. ;) btw this challenge start on 21.11-18.12. we will review those progress and see the result after 28 days!