yup. not a perfect timing. i really wish that i can finish my degree asap. *dengan cemerlang nya. ok? i really tired with all of the assignments, projects, test, quizzes AND my PSM project which all of these thang need to be done within a month and some of them need to be done within a week. ughh stress. back to myself, i am who are damn lazy to do my works. i used to be a sleeping partner when it comes to system development. but na ahh, i am the one who do the report thingyy. so, my expert is with the report that no one ever care about. but, for this year, i need to juggle everything since i try really hard not to be in the same group with my clique. because i think that i want to do by myself. sighhhhhh..
well, for every semester, i always want to give up. then i will tell ummi. but then ummi said that; give up is the attitude that satan loved. they always wanted the children of Adam to give up. and ummi also tell me that it is even harder when she was sent by TokAyah to Jordan to further her study. there is no sms, whatsapp or even cellphone for my mom to use at that time. the alternative for her to contact to my grandparents is through letters. it is rough. and i believe that the only strength for her is just herself and Allah. which, i need to follow my mom's determination. i can't give up. i am given with all of the facilities by my parents. this is the time for me to repay to my parents for what have they give to me.
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